Value of Heart

How much the value of heart?
It is hurt, then how much the price to pay for treat?
It is cry, then how much the price to pay for a tear drops?

The greatest heart..  Always being respected..
Only for those who cared and kept the heart..
For those heart that never knew the sense of grief..

My heart just a rubbish.. and Im alright for that..
Because I couldn't, Im not eligible to have you..
If you need, take me. If not, throw me away..

You compared me to others, sorry..
I'm not such a girl with a lot of money
To attract the Adam for love them.
I'm not such a wild girl going date
out of home without parent permission.

And because of that, I'm shocked!
When I'm sincerely loving you day and night
My heart like has a value. "Hey my heart has a value ;)"
Such as you said "give me money so i will love you."

And sometimes when I asked you to helping me,
I'm like the wild street dogs, right?
Waiting you give meats and everything,
Waiting you give me money and so on.
Even though you're willing to helped me at first. But

But do you know the dog you told before is me.
I also have heart. I'm not asked for my fate, all were destined.
But humans who got permit to rate servants of Allah?

And who are you?
To state how much the value of heart?
To compared me with others, who are you!


Find Me

If you need me .
Find me .
Everywhere I'm .
My loyal tend only for you .

One day . If

You went through a hard time .
Whose shoulder you will look for .
For you to lend on .

Find me .

You're sad .
Whose ears you wanna borrow .
To story your heart .

Find me .

You're happy.
Whose lips you wanna see .
To sharing your smile .

Find me .

But .

There will be a time soon .
You and me don't know when .
Please worry for the coming time .

The time when you find me .
The time when you need me .
I'm not there for you .
I'm not ever exist .

On that time , I wish .
Your turn to find me .
Please , find me once .
Find my grave .

Lift your hand up .
Pray for my well-being there .
Even if you're never love me .

That's all, a piece of note .
I just wanna you to know .
Even you're not reading this .
Enough from this heart .


Blank Paper

black and white je fulled with ink. a questions set with answer, but
i couldn't find it, such a damn! last night bz with design project
diz morning plan nk prepare for test but i got meeting plak with s/visor
no tyme nk study, hantam saje with an hour provided for d test
the paper still blank till last. ); I wondering how much the marks I'll get?

At Morning

hey, you wake up earlier this morning!
Ahhh, look the sun tak keluar lagi (ye tipu)
Still syaitan whispered me, still has time to sleep.

No way no way
Act I'm worried about the quiz jap lg
Got two chapter
Have you read? NOT YET.
Have you study? NOT YET.
Have you remember all that?
NOT YET NOT YET lahhhhh  

Well girls..
"bertangguh itu normal lah kan"
then when the time is coming,
That time lah you search for book,
No way.
Books are prohibited during
quiz, test, examination.

However kann,
sempat gak mkn biskut 
cicah oligo kokokokokkk:)


sempat lg mengHUPDATE blog!
i said , 
bulan dan matahari . 
my frenz said , 
mane boleh ! 
bulan dan bintang ! 

but didn't she remember that , 
matahari pon bintang jugak . 
kan ? 

~i would like to say that , 
i'm the special one . 
who begin in here , 
Simple as possible . 

i wish i can do it ! 

ahakz ! 


Assalamualaikum . Alhamdulillah .
I had just finished eaating with my roomate.
Both of us je berbuka puasa diz Ramadhan ;(
Sometimes I think unfair la kan a few of my frenz
went back home, together with their family.

Never mind. Fuhhh.. If dah nama pun "student"
In our heart must sacrifcing everything!

Maghrib and Isyak pun sudah. Now, continuing
hold a pencil, eraser, ruler and bla bla bla.
Finish design my project. Hope it was a success.


here I come ! :D 

Wordless Wednesday #1

da na pkul 2.00 pm neyh ~ BYE-BYE :)

Eating Fruits

What? No no no no..
This not rancangan buah2an kayh?
neither a fruit's farm or seangkatan dengannya.
Also not an article about fruits lahh.
Just wanna story mori ni.. argggh~ damn :(

last week I've ate buah mata kucing.
last two day I've ate buah dokong too.
*camni ke nk spell dokong?*

yesterday plak I've ate mangosteens.

Ahha today pon I ade makan jugak,
u know what?


whose heart? me? you?
i'm not such a wild tiger,
don worry. aq mkn hati dgn


my throat hurt :(((((

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At times why do even strangers seem like they are your own ?

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