Humans

feelin' like nobody would hear me, a story that might kill anybody. how could i bear with all this shit things that happened around me, i've no idea. how should i survive, i dont know.
selfish. they were this kind of humans.

Aku Tahu

yang aku tahu
hidup ini ada satu matlamat
demi Tuhan.
Pencipta Langit dan Bumi.

dan kerana itu
aku perlu tahu
aku Hamba.
tercipta sebagai khalifah.

Ya Allah.
buatkan aku tahu
setiap dugaan ini.
kau hadirkan bersama hikmah.

Aku tahu
KepadaMu aku bersujud.
KepadaMu aku berserah.

p/s: life yg kucar kacir tunggang langgang detik ini.

What's Going On

disappointed with some kind of hospital.
treat patient like a stone. UNFAIR.
it's free so i couldn't fight back for that.
that's all i can say. Since it's sensitive issue,
my mouth keep close.
even MY HEART. MY SOUL.
is gettin ready for World War 3.
I went to hospital there n there n there
Everybadeh know me. OF COURSE.
because
I HAD NO FUCKIN' IDEA TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH MY BODY.

suffer alone. telling nobody.
i went to Clinic A, get some medicines.
if nothing happen in 3 days, go to hospital.

i just keep silent and wait for a week.
it's still there.

went to Hospital B.
"u cannot come here (emergency). U should refer to pakar so go to other clinic n get the surat doktor."

WELL, I ALREADY KNEW THIS.
NOTHING GOES PERFECT WHEN WE DEAL WITH THIS KIND OF HOSPITAL.

then.
went to Hospital C
after a few hours until my father fall into a deep sleep at the waiting area

Blah blah blah.
The doctor get the medicines for me.
Go back home.
If im not getting better,
come back after 3 days.
THE SAME JE RIGHT...

'that kind of hospitals'
please give me some answer. SPECIFIC ANSWER.

WHAT'S  GOING ON with me.