Trimas

org yg mnjatuhkn sy yg sbnarnya mmbuat sy smakin kuat utk bgun smpi skrg.

terime kasih, semoga Allah mmbalas jasa baik korg.

Staring Me

he has a car with four tires and extra one. bukan pinjaman bank lg, he is the officially owner dah.
he has a motorbike, the green of Ninja. he bought one after his 125 dicurik penyangak manetah.
he has a job, wear uniform, permanent. x setinggi PM, at least he is ready to marry me, anytime.
he has money, every month he will spent for me if nak shopping. ahakxx, the pisau kikis sikit ler.

even he is not handsome as Rosyam Nor tu, tp actually dia ada dagu belah. most obvious time dia senyum, what the heck mcm nk kiss dagu dia je. muohoho.. yg kutuk-kutuk dia tu, jelez. aku tahu. sbb kau xde.. ^^

*bengang mimpi kena kejar hantu mlm td

Silent

Miliki dua handphone tak semestinya dia suka bergajet
Tapi mungkin ada orang yang memberikan dia hadiah
Siapa tahu kehidupan sebenarnya?

Miliki banyak selendang tak semestinya dia tu berfesyen
Tapi mungkin cara itu membuatkan dia menutup aurat
Seksi itu orang kata padanya dosa..

Miliki sepasang kasut yang mahal bukanlah dia kaya
Tapi kasut yang lama tiga empat tahun dipakainya dah putus
Dari mereka yang setiap hari bertukar kasut.

Menuduh itu satu dosa,
Menyakitkan hati orang yang tidak bersalah,
Kasihani dia kerana dengan tanggapan orang,
Mungkin meruntuhkan semangatnya,
Apabila yang tidak buruk diburukkan,
Apabila yang tidak bodoh dibodohkan.

Lantaran itu dia diam diri, tidak mahu bicara sedikitpun.
Enggan mahu dibuka dendam yang tersimpan.
Enggan mahu terlihat orang akan sedih sayunya.
Orang lihat dia bahagia, orang lihat dia suka ria.

Tapi orang tak pernah duduk
dan
merasa berada di tempatnya.


*kerana dia lebih dewasa, kerana dia lebih tinggi duduknya, aku diam

Ragu

Mungkin ALLAH berikan aku kasih sayang yang mengalir seperti air,
Agar aku simpan dan aku berikan pada mereka-mereka di sekelilingku.
Tapi aku juga ingin dikasihi dicintai dan disayangi, bukan dari kekasih.
Tapi dari mereka yang lebih bertanggungjawab terhadap diriku.
Sehingga adakala aku ragu, adakah namaku di dalam doa mereka..

Ya ALLAH.. Kau Penjagaku Yang Maha Agung.

=(

When I Talked About Friends

when i talked about friends, it's non-stop. friends.

what kind of friends i need. what kind of friends i hate. what kind of friends that i respect the more and what kind of friends i thanks for being 'my friends'. beauty or ugly, rich or poor, where she/he came from or what they are on the past, all the same. it doesn't matter for me. i don't care.

what i care?

someone that able to pretend not to hear when somebody else talking shit about me. where if they know me as friends, they should know me better than everyone.

someone that can realize that im easy to bullied but they wouldn't try it once to put me down. im the person who never say 'no' when someone asked me to do something for them. i will.

someone that have a time to hear me, my problems and comfort me, hug me tight. or they just have to keep silent, without asking me anything. isn't?

someone that understand me when im doing wrong and make a mistake, they will say -you're just a human. we're not perfect. just let it go.

*kecewa. bila sahabat mementingkan diri. 

Half Semester Break

Assalamualaikum..

1st of all, let me tell u dat im now having my holiday of half semester break.. fuiyooo.. dah half semester okies. ^^ neways, alhamdulillah, not much i can say but feel very thankful to Allah without His blessing and all, I thought dat I would lost my temper going through d hard time aka no money tu of course la kan, fought wif frenz, assignment, project and watsoever tu lah.

I'm starting to realize that the more I learn, the more I hate when the lecturers gave us assignment or project and we need to form a group and do it together. I've no probs pon in communication and watsoever, but I would like to have a group members which can co-operate together, give chance to others to speak and try to understand it bukan tolak bulat-bulat, or in short, bukn kepala batu yg nk dgar ckp kau sorang je. Seriously manusia-manusia mcm ni, bawah tapak kaki I letak-jujur habis dah ni. maaf.

Why? You just imagine if the Prime Minister of Malaysia only have SPM certification only for his education background? (just an example). Malaysia maybe dah tak ada dalam peta dunia.

Second Semester Here

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, at this moment im free for conteng-conteng here in my blog, seriously i wish for this time would come earlier but just today.. im sorry.. followers, hear me? =(

im busy wif my study. even now im in library for doing my research, but jin malas datang on sudden jer.

phewww.. last week my university held student affair week, my gang n i must promote our club kat semue student especially yg freshie2 nih.. no club malam no club dangdut.. RSBS.. Rakan Sebaya Bantu Siswa. this club collaborate under the counselling department so sesaper yg ade probs tu boleh lah meluahkn perasaan n watsoever dgn kitorg. if not, they can booking for counselling session with our Councillor as well. =) bukan club kitorg je tau, ade la kelab2 yg lain yg turut mempromosikan kelab diorg carik keahlian baru.

ckp pjg pn x gune rite.. here we go!